Agent Shawnee

You need to know that I am flighty. I will run away many times before I finally run into your arms.

You need to know that I fear nothing. Not even losing you for good because I don't need anyone.

You need to know that I am strong on the outside but maybe not on the inside.

You need to know that I am pretty abusive and I like it that way.

You need to know that I will never ever admit my true feelings. If I do you will lose me.

You need to know that I am not perfect and will never be.

You need to know that I crave the attention you could never give me.

You need to know that I never will hurt you on purpose. It's just my nature.

You need to know that I cannot pick up hints. I am clueless and I need to be told everything straight out.

You need to know that I put my career first because I can control it and I cannot control you.

You need to know that I am the person you have created in your mind and not all at the same time.

I want you to know that you can always pull me back.

I want you to know that you can hold onto me even though I don't need you. It doesn't mean I don't want you.

I want you to know that you can crack the strong shell. It's delicious inside.

I want you to know that you can take the abuse and I shall adore you more for it.

I want you to know that you can trust I know my true feelings and have faith in me.

I want you to know that you are not perfect either and never will be.

I want you to know that you can give into my attention whoreness. I wont tell.

I want you to know that you can be hurt by me but I will always make it up to you.

I want you to know that you can always tell me the truth.

I want you to know that you may hold second place in my heart but that's not a bad place to be.

I want you to know that you are the person I've created in my mind and not all at the same time.


♥ Shawnee